So, hi again. I expect you're wondering where I've been for the last couple of weeks eh? To be really honest this is the hardest blog I have ever had to write. I don't know what happened really, I wasn't looking for it but yeah, I guess you already have your suspicions. I want to start by saying that I really care about you and I didn't mean to hurt you but yeah, I've been seeing another blog.

It all happened so suddenly really, I was online you know, as I do, and just looking at nothing in particular and I found myself just looking at this other blog. Like, I wasn't really planning to go to it or anything and then I just thought "oh well, it won't hurt to just have a look" you know and well, yeah, I guess I just went and looked and then one thing led to another and before I knew it I was making an entry. After that I just kept making antries and it was so good I couldn't stop myself. I have never made entries like them and it is a different kind of blog to you. Entry after entry after entry, god it just feels so good!

I didn't really want to stop then, it was like really exciting to be in another blog you know, like one where I shouldn't have been and all. I didn't want to hurt you, you know how I feel about you but it just felt kind of new and exciting and I was really just overwhelmed by it. It's not that you're not as good, it's just different you know; And bigger too.

It isn't you, it's me, I'm like weak and not really ready for commitment or anything. I really didn't mean to hurt you or anything and I would give anything not to have but it just happened. I wish I could take it back and I would love it if we could still be friends. I guess I'll just have to wait and see if you want to.

I'm so sorry about this, I'm going back over there now, they're waiting for me. Call me OK? Just so I know we are still OK. Oh and can you send me my stuff back?

Thanks for everything, you've been great, I guess we'll see each other around then eh?